Well great to know he’s thinking of her at 5am… If you can’t tell I’m being sarcastic.
To transmasculinestoner's question to what I would change if I could do the whole college thing over. (I really can't figure out how to reply directly so here you go.):
I would have take a chance. Maybe have gone to oberlin… I didn’t because it was cold.
I should have definitely gone to a school in California and pursued looking on the west coast. I know I would be a much different person.
Maybe I should have gone to pratt or finished my application to RISD because when would I get another chance?
Maybe I shouldn’t have been so set in stone knowing I wanted liberal arts or that I wanted to go to Spain for study abroad… Maybe I should have accepted my first semester in Australia.
I just know that both times I made the wrong decision. Both times I chose things that were safe and now I’m stagnant and have no clue.
I think if I had taken a chance, yes I would miss home, yes I would miss my friends, and probably not be in a steady relationship… But I think I would be more sure of myself. I think if I had taken a chance I would have realized who i am, who I want to be, and what I want to do very quickly.
I think if there’s a crazy opportunity that won’t arise again I would take it.
I think I’ve lost my favorite aspects of myself and just the overall person that was uniquely me in doing what was comfortable.
I once wanted to say that “I miss you like the sun kissed sand.” I’m not sure how this relates, but it’s rather poetic.
In the last few weeks I’ve never missed you more. The damp city lights couldn’t drag my heart to you.
Because ze’s a good friend… so why not?
Tagged: 92 Questions
Tagged by: andkeptoutofsight
Tagging: aborning-death, corey95
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last Beverage // Some shitty iced tea that tasted like yogurt that Alex got me because he drank my apple juice.
2. Last Phone Call // Corey
3. Last Text Message // “I’m so sad.”
4. Last Song You Listened to // “Bullet Proof Heart”-MCR… you know it’s a bad day when you want to listen to MCR… disappointed in myself :P
5. Last Time You Cried // today
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated Someone Twice // yes.
7. Been Cheated On // no… but he cheated for me.
8. Kissed Someone & Regretted It // never.
9. Lost Someone Special // yes.
10. Been Depressed // very.
11. Been Drunk and Threw Up // oh yeas.
THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: blue, orange, black
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend // yes
16. Fallen out of love // nope, more in love than ever.
17. Laughed until you cried // yes.
18. Met someone who changed you // nope.
19. Found out who your true friends are // yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you // yes.
21. Kissed anyone you follow/follows you // … yes….. …. …
22. How many people do you know in real life that you follow/follows you on tumblr // Not very many
24. Do you have any pets // YES! my piggies
25. Do you want to change your name // kind of… I’d like a punk pseudonym.
26. What did you do for your last birthday // Corey slept over… none of my friends from BU said “happy birthday”… none of them even knew I left the school to celebrate at home…
27. What time did you wake up today // 8:10AM… fuck!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night // Probably stressing out over my life.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for // To start my real life.
30. Last time you saw your Mother // Sunday morning.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life // That I could be back to my original happy weight and I could choose my major.
32. What are you listening to right now // MCR…
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? // yup
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now // incompetence of people and indecisiveness of myself.
35. Most visited webpage // fb probably.
36. Blood type // is it bad that I don’t actually know?
37. Nickname // Bloo, kate, katy, katie-bunny, snow tiger bunny (the last two are Corey’s only.)
38. Relationship Status // IN A FABULOUS RELATIONSHIP! We should just get married already ;)
39. Zodiac sign // Sagittarius
40. Pronouns // SHE!
41. Elementary // Carrie E. Tompkins Elementary
42. High School // Croton Harmon High School
43. College // Was BU, currently Skidmore College, we’ll see about the future.
44. Hair color // Red
45. Long or short // short
46. Height // 5’ 10”
47. Do you have a crush on someone? // Yes! My love!
48. What do you like about yourself? // Apparently I have good stories and I’m good at rolling… but currently I do not like myself very much at all.
50. Tattoos // yup!: Two “Chapter 25”s one in Corey’s handwriting the other in type, a stick and poke lightening bold on my ankle, a 28 on my wrist, a 25 on my hip, a “therefore” symbol on my left middle finger, and blue flower that used to be a stick and poke that I covered myself with a machine!
51. Righty or lefty // righty
52. First Surgery // I got stitches in my nose.
53. First piercing // ears
54. First best friend // Kirsten Powers
55. First sport you joined // Soccer/Ballet
56. First vacation // Cape Cod
58. First pair of trainers // Idk?
59. Eating // no
60. Drinking // water
61. I’m about to // drink more water… maybe homework?
62. Listening to // more MCR
63. Waiting for // Corey to ft me.
64. Want kids? // yes! 2 boys and a girl.
65. Get Married? // YES! We’ve even talked about it ^_^
66. Career? // I would like to be a band tour manager or a promoter but I honestly have no fucking idea and this is what I’m currently freaking out about.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes // usually eyes… but I love both of his lips and eyes equally.
68. Hugs or kisses // hugs
69. Shorter or taller // Taller!
70. Older or Younger // Older… can’t do younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous // why not romantically spontaneous?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms // don’t care
73. Sensitive or loud // loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship // either.. but I’m very happy in my relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant // either
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger // yes
77. Drank hard liquor // yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts // yes
79. Sex on first date // nope
80. Broke someone’s heart // no
81. Had your own heart broken // yes… a lot… by the same person
82. Been arrested // almost!
83. Turned someone down // I guess… maybe?
84. Cried when someone died // yes
85. Fallen for a friend // yup
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself // not anymore.
87. Miracles // maybe
88. Love at first sight // I don’t know
89. Heaven // Nirvana sort of thing
90. Santa Claus // no.
91. Kiss on the first date // probably
92. Angels // nope